Leonard Confidential

To Summarize

2011-03-28T04:34:00.000-07:00

Breathe in, and out. In and out. Then a long sigh. A wonderfully stressing semester

came my way. The nightmare of graphs and awfully numerous computations haunted me

once again (Thanks to the traumatic experience in Math11). Write-ups, scripts, and research

papers flooded my workspace.Yet the fun did not wither away. Let me take you through

some of the fun moments this semester.

(At the Palarong UPLB)

(Research for Eng2 at UPD Main library)

(Christmas time; Stripped @CDC)

(Attended the 2011 Gandingan Awards)

(Clearly munching at UPLB Feb Fair)

(Food relay activity for PE1)

And the countless random pictures with friends...

One way or another, no matter how hectic the schedule has been,

it only takes a snapshot and a smile to flush all life's constipation...GONE.

Summer time tweeps. ;)

A Short Story

2011-01-12T04:02:00.000-08:00

“Toki”

Umaga ng martes, tanghali na si Jared sa eskwela. Napuyat dahil inabot na siya ng madaling araw sa paghahanap ng sources sa iLib para sa kanyang LRP sa Eng2.

Inaantok pang nagtungo ang binata sa mataong PhilCoA upang sumakay ng jeep. Nakahilera ang mahabang linya ng mga “Toki” o jeep na UP Ikot. Unahan ang mga estudyante at mga empleyado sa pagsakay. Rush-hour na kasi.

Sumakay si Jared sa isang lumang jeep na kulay dilaw at kolorum pa, na pang-siyam na tao sa magkabilang upuan. Masikip at puno na, isiniksik ni Jared ang sarili sa kanang upuan.

Sabay abot ng isang malamya at makinis na kamay. “Bayad po”.

Si Riki. Matagal ng hinahangan ni Jared si Riki. Simula pa lamang ng sila ay freshman at naging magka-grupo sa PE1 activity at maging seatmates sa klase ni Prof. Diokno, crush na niya ito. Ngumiti si Riki sa pagkakakita sa isang kilalang mukha.

“Hi Jared, musta na?” tanong ni Riki. Nagulat si Jared at naalala siya ni Riki.

“Ayos lang. Late na. Ikaw?” namumulang tugon ni Jared.

“Ok naman. May exam sa major. Hahaha."

At nag-kwentuhan at nag-kamustahan sila. Naisipang imbitahin ni Jared si Riki na magtanghalian sa Rodic’s at malugod na pumayag si Riki.

Sumapit ang jeep sa Palma Hall.

“Sige, dito na ako.” ani ni Riki. “See you around, GB!.”

At bumaba na nga ang dalaga.

Natutuwa si Jared sa mga nangyari. Umaga pa lamang ay inspirado na siyang pumasok. “Mabuti pa lang tinanghali ako." iniisip ni Jared.

Pagdating sa Benitez Hall ay pumara na si Jared.

Patakbong bumaba si Jared. Ngunit bumusina nang malakas ang jeepney.

“HOY! Bayad mo!" sigaw ng asar na tsuper.

Sa tuwa at kilig, nakalimutan nga pala ni Jared na magbayad ng pasahe. Bumalik siya at ini-abot ang bayad sa driver. “Pasyensya na po.”

“Inuuna kasi ang landi eh.” banat ng driver.

Napasimangot si Jared sabay alis at takbo patungo sa halos isang oras ng pagkaka-late sa klase. At humarurot palayo ang toki.

"Pocket Full Of Sunshine"

2010-11-23T02:55:00.000-08:00

2010-10-12T05:51:00.000-07:00

“Sam: OK, remember when Paul McCartney wrote the song “Michelle” and then he only wrote the first part, Annie said. And then he gave that part to John Lennon, and he wrote the part that said, “I love you, I love you, I love you.” And Annie said that it wouldn’t have been the same song without that… and that’s why the whole world cried when the Beatles broke up on April 10, 1970.”

-Sam Dawson, I Am Sam

2010-10-03T18:36:00.000-07:00

You don't take a photograph. You ask, quietly, to borrow it.

Vicious Cycle of Student Life

2010-08-15T23:23:00.000-07:00

another vicious cycle. ;b

2010-08-13T00:16:00.000-07:00

"The problem with time, I've learned, whether it's those first two weeks I got to spend with you, or the final two months I got to spend with him, eventually time always runs out. I have no idea where you are out there in the world, John. But I understand that I lost the right to know these things long ago. No matter how many years go by, I know one thing to be as true as ever was - I'll see you soon then."

- Savannah, Dear John

2010-08-13T00:09:00.000-07:00

have you ever had the chance to see it? or rather have felt it?

2010-06-21T05:06:00.000-07:00

2010-06-18T06:06:00.000-07:00

the future Google: on every domain and aspect of our lives.

lahat pwede nang i-search. ;))

When Preoccupied

2010-06-12T04:53:00.000-07:00

First week of being back to school is one hell of a business. Sched conflicts, prerogatives in different classes and long walks from one building to another. But that is just normal.

The past week was bittersweet as well. I finished my sched bound to have a late registration, but that's okay, met new people, new faces to get familiar and befriend. THEN, in a bad twist of events, I LOST MY PHONE. Damn it, not even lasted for a year. SORRY MUM. It is when you're too busy, when preoccupied, we tend to forget even to guard our things. But whatever, what goes around comes around, and it will hit that person who got it, bad in the arse. ;)) We tried to call the phone but the guy who has it lied and diverted us to a different place and when we tried to call back, out-coverage area was the response. :(

Sad, hell yes it is sad, not just the phone is important, even the contacts, the photos and other files. To lighten things up, I just think to myself, when we lose something, we get something better in return. BETTER. ;)

Being in a very busy state also has advantages. One, I moved on quickly from the incident. What I mean is that, if I were to think more of it, it will just affect my focus and drive to finish my prerogs and assignments. ;) Two, you get a new phone pronto. Being a student, communication is vital. With all the texting and calls, I just can't go on without a phone. So, I'm now using sissy's old Ericsson phone, a K810i. At first, it is kinda hard to text because the phone I lost has qwerty keys, but manage to somehow text without being a Jejemon of some sort. ;))

LESSONS from yet again a sad experience? Imma chain my phone to my self so not to lose it. ;)) Kiddin'. Whenever we lose something, we must not let it get in our way, especially if it is a material item. It is also a lesson that when we get to see phones or any items lost by somebody, we must GIVE IT BACK. We fill in to their shoes and let ourselves feel their burden. I wish we could all be just GOOD SAMARITANS in every way.

Have a blessed semester ahead y'all! God bless.

R.I.P. My E71 6-9-10

Student Must Haves

2010-06-02T04:01:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL's UP!

y'all ready for the new scholastic year? well, aside from the TF, supplies and all, i have listed my own student must-haves.

UMBRELLA - school season starts with the wet season, and let us be sure to umbrella-ella-ella our way dry to school. ;)
SHOES - since the rains have come, flops are to be left home for sometime and get those shoes to action.
LAPTOP - to save money for rentals and be able to focus on working with papers and homeworks, having a personal, can bring anywhere PC is the way to go. have one.
PROJECTOR - have these as size of the palm. works on presentations at school and y'all can practice at home as well. (may be pricey)
DIGICAM - treasure moments, activities, and school trips by taking a shot. ;)
ALARM CLOCK - to help us buzz away from sleep.
CLEAR BOOK - hand-outs, forms, impt. letters, etc. file them accordingly and be organized with a clear book.

catch those butterflies in your stomach, and take a deep breath. we're back to basics. ;) GB.

2010-06-01T03:12:00.000-07:00

(markgosingtian.tumblr.com)

MILK recommended to all. ;)

2010-05-31T20:37:00.000-07:00

(The entrance to Calvary Cemetery in North St. Louis, MO.)

a gift for all. LIFE EVERLASTING. ;)

2010-05-27T04:41:00.001-07:00

Always lend a helping hand.

Almost Over

2010-05-27T04:35:00.000-07:00

WELCOME ME BACK BLOGGER.

Weeks from now the new semester begins. I’m back to school. More than happy I could go back to study and have fun again. Its like I’ve been on leave, from reading hand-outs, eating books, getting pimples from staying up all night studying and so on and so forth. Yet again, on to another adjustment. New course. New set of people. And the pressure to pass all and repeat nothing. It is not ideal to just be a happy-go-lucky student nowadays, even for a college student. Tuition fees increased. Pain in the ass and pockets of our dearest financiers. (loving them mighty parents) So with high hopes, prayers (a LOT) and enough courage, the year just started. GOD BLESS US STUDENTS.

The Disaster That Shook The World

2010-01-14T05:33:00.000-08:00

the 7.0 magnitude quake that devastated the city of Port-Au-Prince and the rest of Haiti, was felt all over the world. the intensity of the tragedy is far beyond an easy recovery. sympathy and aid pours out to our Haitian brothers as they face this very sad fate.

coping without electricity and much food, i can’t even imagine what the people there are going through. casualties on the rise and communications down. sigh, all my prayers. :(

Period Of Merriment

2010-01-02T03:35:00.000-08:00

the holidays, truly, is what most of us are waiting for. the vacay, the reunions, the celebrations. we just can’t wait to experience the most awaited period of the year.

Filipinos celebrate relentlessly, may i say. we prepare lots of food, bond with one another with a shot or two (or maybe a LOT), we give gifts in kind or money. we bring it, and we bring it BEST. we have the longest period of Christmas celebration that extends even after New Year’s day.

it’s fun to see people come in the house and say greetings, eat the food and leave. idk, but it is just the way it is, EAT and RUN. (ofcourse some wouldn’t leave without their “pamaskos”)

though tiring to entertain the guests, prepare the food and all, it was super fun and i can’t wait for the holidays to come over again. ;D after all, it is the season of giving, a period of merriment.

Towards 2010

2009-12-31T01:43:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

another year will end, and we'd be ending it with a bang. with all the fireworks, the night is sooooper alive. ;D the food and the company of your family and relatives is also one highlight of the media noche.

2009 has its fair share of ups and downs. we learned a lot, seen a lot and will cherish a lot. towards 2010, there'll be more challenges, fun, laughter and lessons to be learned.

the Philippine national elections, the Winter Olympics, the FIFA World Cup and a partial lunar eclipse. these are some things to watch out for in 2010.

are you as excited as me? ofcourse we are. we be celebrating the year of the tiger. rawr. God bless and have a prosperous New Year.

Poppin' Fresh

2009-10-14T05:04:00.000-07:00

well, well, well. been a sooooper long while of not posting. with them storms, exams, school events, paper works and all that comes with the likes, its hard to find spare time to do so. since June, many things had happen. with everything comes the stress, the drama, the dread on certain things. but everything (with God) turned out to be fine.

went through a lot of performing over the semester. my dancing skills had an abrupt reemergence since high school was over and done. from buwan ng wika folk dance number up to the cheerdance competition and the recent school drama play, active is insufficient to describe all the things i've been through, because everything is poppin' fresh from this talented folk. ;D ahaha.

exams and more on the way, busy is quite a word i've been close friends with. ofcourse, facebook and twitter addiction continued. only that my phone app broke down, been stickin' with me old laptop to update. (and we got wi-fied. haha.) ;D watta goody.

movie craving never stopped though. marathons here and there. its a passion. its love. more movies have been addded to my fave list. starting with Kung Fu Panda, G.I. Joe, T2: Revenge of the Fallen, Drag Me to Hell and many more. talk about movies, never been scared when i watched Shutter. a film way back, heard of it but never dared to watch it. hearing soooper scary reviews, (anxious yet enticed) i grabbed a sit and watched it with classmates on one weary school day. (thanks to Sir Pascua and his laptop). dang! it was a scream fest. it scared the shit out of me. i get easily startled that is why i despise horror flicks. ahaha.

nearing Christmas and another sem, greater...my mom is coming home! soooper sweet! by the end of the month, dearest mother will spend a month back here in the Phils. dozens of plans. go out of the country, go regional or island hopping or just mall galore, either ways im soooper excited. barely can't wait. and i promise i'd keep ya'll posted. so, that would be all the sharing for now. be back sooner. God bless. adieu!

Ecstatic Vacay

2009-06-02T04:54:00.000-07:00

Hello friends, another post here. It has been a very hot and wonderful summer as always for the vacation season. Some spent it elsewhere like the beach, out of town resorts, a trip abroad or even visited relatives in the provinces.

Me you ask? Well, I spent my summer with a few overnight gigs with friends and mostly at home. I found my summer job being the household and Alfred, my nephew. Yes, I went from sweeping & mopping the floor, to dog-feeding, to dishwashing and to babysitting. What could I say? It’s what we call hard-hitting fun.

But sad to say, the months-long break is ending and another school year is coming up and preparations are non-stop. I’m sure everybody wants more of that ecstatic vacay but is excited for the start of school. I mean, we do miss our school buddies when we’re on vacation right? Haha. I did.

Back to the summer vacation, how did you spend yours? Apart from being the household guy, I also kept myself busy with the internet. I got hooked to Twitter. For those who are yet introduced to Twitter - it is for the exchange of short status messages seen by other Tweeples. (twitter people. :D) instead of friends, you’ve got the people you follow and your followers. You see the updates of the people you follow likewise; people who follow you see your updates. It cool now huh? Haha. I just enrolled last week (thanks to Matt for being with me) have a dull Tuesday-Thursday schedule. But the hell with it, at least I am off for the rest of the day. :D seems we are off for another fun-filled and exciting school year. Break a leg!

And They Say It's Recession

2009-04-10T06:06:00.000-07:00

Good day mates, it’s been another semester and my time has been quite short for updates. Well, here I am, writing a new blog.It is yet another great summer which is up and the joy can’t be hidden. My face is like swelling with a smile for weeks now, after the results of my final exams and grades. It just came to me that I just don’t go to school to get allowance, see my friends, and mingle and everything, but I do study. Perhaps I did. My grades gone great but were unexpected. But still, thank God. Seems I am off to a good start, to another fantastique summer vaca.

Ok, so North Korea launches a missile, Pacquiao’s match with Hatton is fast approaching, Obama’s on his first 100 days, it’s lent and I am turning 18. And they say its recession. But who the hell cares? Although we are much affected, as it seems, with the global financial crisis, isn’t that the rough times are those times that we should be positive? Damn its recession, but we need to take a break from thinking ‘bout problems, and it is my freaking 18th BIRTHDAY, well that occasion doesn’t count. Ha-ha. I simply just wanted to tell everyone to have fun although money is scarce, wear a smile although jobs are scarce. Be thankful every time and in a way, it’ll minus the stress and lines up on our faces and we can find better solutions to, as we call it, these complicated times.

Talk about lent, it is also that very time to think over and repent. It’s all about the ultimate sacrifice. Him. Jesus. Where did you spend the holy week? Me? I stayed at home, gone off to church and watch masses over the telly. I also went to a nearby prayer sanctuary known as the “Field of Faith” to reflect and pray. It’s located up a nearby mountain, yet not that far. Many people were there to pray and to relax with family. Simple but well spent days huh? Its recession. Erase extravagant. Hihee.

April is such a glorious month, not that it is my birthday, (reiteratively reminding you) but because it is vacation. More time to swim and go wild under the burning sun, family bonding, time for driving lessons, reunions and go someplace else where fun is written all over. Off to vacation. Happy Summer folks!

Fun-tastic

2009-02-23T06:07:00.000-08:00

just last week, we had our pre-final exams and it was, as usual, nerveracking and as diffucult as it gets closer to finale. and looks like it turned out fine.

well, on to my weekend, my bestfriend threw a bday bash with an overnight swimming party, and it was fun-filled, certainly fun-tastic. sounds unbelievable but, it was my first actual overnight party to attend at, to the exception that it is not part of a school gig like a farewell party of maybe xmas party. and i was the neophyte. haha. i so did enjoy the party.

the asking for permission was like processing for travel abroad, where i have to undergo various interview with my fam.

my father was the embassy like, for visa application and approval
dearest mum, airport security join forces with baggage counter and wardrobe dept
kuya, the Thomas Cook, ticketing location of party venue, the easiest
big sis, financial release and my very own foreign consul. i tell, this is the hardest part

and i end up going to the party. it kicked off with karaoke singing, food eating and card games. swimming afterwards. i got drunk. i bit. i guess. ahaha. well it wasn’t like out of control or something. i just laughed harder and louder. pretty intense effect. 2 shot and my world spun around. haha. weak u say? em for lights. anyways, we called it a night and we didn’t had the chance to sleep so, when i came home, all i want to see is the bed and dose off. zzz.

it was a rewarding weekend, after all the exams and reviews for the pre-fi. so until then, happy Edsa Revolution Anniv and congrats to newly Oscar winners. Au revoir.

Dieu benir.

ps. at last, Kate Winslet owned it. very much.

Over And On

2009-01-26T03:26:00.000-08:00

our midterms are finally over and Obama stepped it up as the 44th US President was and still the most celebrated person since he triumphed over the election. last weeks headlines. well, on to a new week. formostly, Gong Xi Fa Cai! its chinese new year. it is year of the earth ox. in chinese astrology, the ox symbolizes prosperity through fortitude and hardwork. the ox is also known to be persevere and is a born leader. lets hope these traits would be reflected during times like this, when the world suffers economic crises.

to award seasons. kudos to kate winslet grabbing 2 globes for actress both in lead and supporting roles for the reader and revolutionary road. a big salute to the late heath, who won best supporting actor for his role as joker in the dark knight. the globes was cute but not unlike the upcoming oscars, bigger! sad to see that revolutionary road didn't get any attention from the academy, though it was a great movie. 15th nomination for meryl streep, record queen for most nominations. anne hathaway's first and angelina's 2nd. thought of kate as her fifth and maybe, just maybe her first oscar for the reader. brad has one for benjamin button which i should say is a best picture. love the story. great plot. sean penn also has one nod for milk and globe winner mickey rourke for the wrestler. one the, i should say cute nods is for a dude playing a dude disguise as another dude, robert downey getting his oscar nod for trophic thunder. wow. great actors. great show. im sure id watch that. haha. ciao for now.

Self-Commitment: Plans for a Responsible '09 Lifestyle

2008-12-30T06:02:00.000-08:00

popular GOALS i'd consider to be mine:

1. SAVE MONEY - to tell you, if there is something i never did this 2008, it was to save money. im so poor when it comes to managing my finances, and i hope i could AND i know i would (yeah right). spend less, keep more.

2. GET FIT-ter - i know im partially fit, but just a little more push and im there.

3. DRINK LESS ALCOHOL - limit it to occasions not every depressions. not even when i feel i like to have some. self control, there you go.

4. TAKE A TRIP - do i have to? need to reconsider 'coz of #1. well maybe if its like walking distance or something. there, im thrift and stingy. lol.

5. TEMPER CONTROL - the Bible says, "dont let the sun go down on your anger". okay, my anger mngt. resolution - anger applicable only for like less than a minute. damn. no way! just say no to hot arguements and grumpy people. in that way less hot-headed showdowns, happy world.

6. EAT HEALTHY - i have no probs with veggies, but those luscious, tender and fatty foods just take my taste buds by storm. LESSEN. hmm. i have to work this out.

7. EDUCATION - this one's for real. ever since.

8. GAIN WEIGHT - just to add volume to my thin body.

9. LOVE MORE - share more affection and care to all the people so that you can start workin' on the impossible "world peace" :)

10. GOD IS EVERYTHING - always pray to God and try not to wander off the right path shall we?

...to God be the glory.

hello 2009.

That Time Of The Year

2008-12-25T03:18:00.001-08:00

every kid has gone crazy over the past weeks in preparation for the season. well for them its was all about the gift giving, merry making and joy of having to receive a loadful of blessings. not only the kids got strucked by the craziness but also the adults, most particularly the godparents who planned their escape to nowhere. bahh! just kidding. you tell me. hehe. well its a season for crazy lovin', crazy giving and over the top craziness for togetherness. Christmas.

just this morning as our annual family ritual, we were bound for Antipolo City where we attend the Christmas mass. well its not to avoid "the kids" but it is a more important thing to like remember the real reason for the celebration, the birth of Jesus.

so ok, at some part it was a form to avoid them but just for the early mor'n stress and so. but for real. c'mon. but then, the day was just starting, as planned we were to take off by 7:00 am. to avoid the traffic, the heat and to be honest, them "kids". haha. but for worldly causing economic problems and financial crises, the world manage to catch us and they were early. yah, early birds. haha.

but not out of selfishness or something, its just too unusual to see a mob of kids so early at the front yard. well, santa duty. they nailed our wallets and pockets off. but it brought so much joy to see that even with a small amount you can give, the smiles were priceless. admit it. when money is being talked about everyone listens. but today, its not about the value, its about the spirit of tradition and giving. Jesus was the greatest gift. and that my friends is undeniably true. yah, there was the stress lots of it in the pocket and physic, the preparation for food, gifts and other. but at the end of the day, its all about Him. reliving the unending generosity of God.

so what i am trying to point is, plan HIDING earlier than ever. haha. lol. just kidding.

as we got to Antipolo and went our way back, i saw the streets which were flooded by people whom are with their families and friends going out to spend sometime together. well it was a sight. it was a joy. i saw some who lets say are luxurious and extravagant. but the something caught my eye.

as we are strolling through Cainta, there was a father and a daughter sitting in front of a closed bldg. they were laughing. they were having fun. i can see that even they have no food to share about, no gifts to exchange, they show that all of us already have the gifts that anyone will envy on. our families. am i like suppose to cry. haha. no, for real. it was in a simple set-up yet the feeling was intense.

im so happy that i got to share a part of my Christmas to ya'll. i hope that you'll have joyous last days for 2008. it was sure a year to go down history. God bless you all. Merry Christmas.

Sweet

2008-11-30T02:34:00.000-08:00

its been a while of not blogging and updating accounts, the word is always absolute, busy. the 1st sem is over and on with the 2nd. not to mention the yuletide season which is a few weeks away. time goes by really fast. im blogging for almost a year. its just last year that am formally into this gig. well its fun to share to the public your experiences, views, hobbies, problems and feelings. it makes me feel lighter and more confident.

the favorite time of the year is back. christmas. another time to give gifts, to have family gatherings, to party and to celebrate the birth of Christ. the most colorful time of the year. the cherry on top of a very busy 2008. it also means that 2009 is just waiting on the corner. another year to celebrate. by then, id be 18, legal and mature.(i guess?!?) ive learned to see bigger options, like a car & license, a new phone, a new laptop, new clothes, etc. but not until next year. trying to enjoy the last months of being a minor.

its was really a blast. 2008 is another year to be remembered. after high school, there came college. i find myself having more time with my family and we've been closer than ever. i couldn't ask for more. (! maybe those things i listed earlier would do. lol.) and this time around my nephew, alfred, is really no baby anymore, aside from turning 2 by next year march, he is a big brother. sweet! my brother & sister-in-law is blessed with a new child already 3 months in waiting to see the world. well the family couldn't even wait longer because of excitement. i too included, is so thrilled and overjoyed. the family is bigger and better. the more the merrier. damn right. haha.

but let us not forget as much as we do, the TRUE reason for the season, the birth of Jesus Christ. our savior and refuge.

wishing ya'll a very merry and colorful Christmas! Maligayang Pasko! :)

B'Ware

2008-10-03T01:38:00.000-07:00

hey there Beyonce fans, looks who's comin' back. the 10-time Grammy winning and Golden Globe nominated diva will release her third album this comin' November. two tracks from her album "If I Were A Boy" and "Single Ladies" will be released and hit radio on October 7 according to her record label. Beyonce already shot the video for "If I Were A Boy" in NYC. and did i mention she is dressed as a cop for the video? and still looks bootylicious? after all she is Forbes richest femme star having earned $80 million in 12 months! dang that's a lot of money. not even Celine Dion and Madonna could beat that. Beyonce will perform in the upcoming MTV Europe awards that will be held in Liverpool, UK. she is nominated for Ultimate Urban award with Alicia Keys, Kanye West, Chris Brown and Lil' Wayne (be sure to vote). B is also starring "Cadillac Records" a film about singing legend Etta James which doesn't have a release date yet. well, this year wouldn't end without a dose of Beyonce. cheers!

Funny Fey

2008-09-26T23:10:00.000-07:00

Wow, after a loadful of Emmy Awards, Tina Fey is back to SNL. Tonight will be the showing of her funny portrayal of Gov. Sarah Palin in the Phils, I watched clips on YouTube on what's in store for the spoof. And to tell you it was a blast. (what more to see the whole of it :D) Alongside Amy Poehler, this two brought so much laughter in spoofing Palin and Clinton. The episode was hosted by golden boy Michael Phelps, yet all eyes were on the retuning Tina. Nice work! Highest rating after Sept. 11 bombing. We'll all be laughing more from Tina. 30 Rock Rocks! more power. hehe. Love U Tina!

Funfare

2008-09-23T22:52:00.000-07:00

Well hello there. Another entry. After one term at Malayan Colleges, sure it was a surprise I did pass all of my subjects, especially hard-hitting Math. Even if that was the case, I decided not to enroll for the next term. Thought of transferring to another school for the second semester. I’d enroll in a much nearer institution, like traveling half-way across Laguna just to get to school. No way for too long. And besides dorm isn’t really my thing. Believe me. And besides I think that Engineering is really not my call. Even if I have satisfactorily achieved passing grades the past term, I felt it. I felt its not it. Let me say to give Engineering a try is a “do and die” for me. If I continue and “DO” it, eventually I’ll DIE. haha. So much for the drama. Well, I do look at the bright side. A lot of things to be considered. I gained new friends back at MCL, and we promised we’d keep in touch. Another is that I have more than a month vacation ‘till the next sem. How cool. Out of school. haha. Just made myself busy around a couple of things. Say, babysitting my nephew and am so busy watching movies. I so love ’em. Who doesn’t? Targeting newly released ones, some of the movies I got to check were “The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor” (how often do you see Asian superstars like Michelle Yeoh & Jet Li in one film?), “Made of Honor” (oh, I tell you, this one’s cute), “You Don’t Mess with the Zohan” (another treat from Adam Sandler), and “The Love Guru” (Mike Myers new original goofy character after Austin Powers). My reviews were ecstatic. See how busy I’ve been. A taste of an early Christmas vacation. Oh wait, which brings me to reminding myself that it’s fast approaching. Dang, like Christmas was just here. So fast. New planning and preparations for another great holiday. An advance Happy Christmas to all! Joyeux Noel! xoxo.

Semaine d'Examen

2008-08-31T05:10:00.000-07:00

after a month of no update, am back. finally got the time to blog and update every i-net account i have. whew. yet my free time comes in a limited offer. this week is our 1st term finals. would be the first set of exams for me in college. what's scary is that, the exams are departmental in my school. meaning the professors of each subject cluster join forces to make one brain-wrecking exam. haha. sure it'll be a rough run. but better be ready than caught empty handed or should i quote with empty-brain?!?. haha. busy, busy, busy. that's me this week, and same for my peers whom i share the same fate. this is it for now, good luck to us and God bless. tgc. :)

The Sad Part

2008-07-30T07:27:00.000-07:00

life. unexpected things are part of it. we often say life is too short. yes it's true. everyone knows that. but the question is how will you live that short life? how to live it with profundity? when we lose some things, we seldom get those items back. we become sad and frustrated if it has its big worth. but life has its own limits, once you lost it, you can never have the chance to get it back. and to lose an important entity in our life is something devastating and depressing. i have seen people who come and go, leaving only great memories that will stay in the hearts of many forever. we would wish that we can, say, celebrate holidays, birthdays and any other occasion with them. to have said that you love them so much, say thank you for everything, and apologize for the shortcomings. it is so hard to say goodbye, especially if they unexpectedly leave. how are we to face these circumstance? how to survive? being strong is not enough. having faith and the comfort of mind that leaving is always for a better purpose. for a better life. even if they mean so much to us, there will be times that we have to let go. for my people who still have their loved ones with them, live the short life with them to the fullest, 'coz we'll never know, how short life would be. :(

Struggles

2008-07-06T03:40:00.000-07:00

4th week ahead, life goes-on and on. college. the innate mentality is that it is the hardest period in educational life. well, literally it is, but if you enjoy it, it will just be like solving a ginormous jigsaw puzzle with a thousand pieces, so hard, but in the end will project a marvelous picture. that's the essence of hardship, we tend to brag and surrender but at the of the day, we will consider every obstacle as a part of the word "experience" and be happy 'bout it. getting a high remark in college is hard that it also seems impossible to be achieved. but then again if we strive to do our best and love our every craft and add so much passion to it, it would be as easy as a snap of a finger. sounds awkward to hear this from me, a college freshman. well i just try to be more optimistic. you can tell yourself to. try it. words of wisdom. and then fireworks on display. exciting. ciao!

Kolehiyo

2008-06-22T04:35:00.000-07:00

whee. the transition has been made. finally, the final chapters of my education is being written. difficult and dark times lies ahead. (harry potter?) well, its applicable, the Lord Voldemort is college. it will be a harsh journey. gettin' through would take so much effort and hardwork. its really different now. we'd be walking in new shoes. we'd be thriving in a unfamiliar battle field. whoo. negative impulse? naaah! logically what am sayin' is true. oh college. my life just keeps on having so much drama. oh why?!? haha. soooo busy. so much to do, homeworks, lessons...reasons why i haven't been net-alive the past month. its like i have been living with no net-connection. (it sucks, much!) well, am back now. it feels so right. ciao!

A Year Older

2008-04-25T04:56:00.001-07:00

wow, its been seventeen overwhelming years of living. yes, heard it right, i just turned seventeen today. gettin' older. haha. but still the same. i still got this big kid in me. always looking for so much fun and laughter. God has nurtured me through and through even i have several shortcomings. true love. i really believe in the bible scripture which says "i will keep you fruitful even at old age." haha. so much for thinking am sooooo old. haha. but its true. everyday we grow old, every single day we learn something, everyday we become better. fruitful in God's name. an awesome day. even without a blow out party for the celebration, i did manage to be happy as i turn 17. spending the whole day with my family was enough, playing with my cute neph. i couldn't wish for more. hehe. cheers! heres to the next years to be fruitful! God bless!

Me This Summer

2008-04-22T04:32:00.000-07:00

my summer was spent fine. minus the luxury and the glamour of being in beaches and somewhere else. finding a busy me in a summer job at my family's small architectural business firm. can't help but work over the summer to gain some bucks and spend it elsewhere. haha. being an intern and assistant, i've got my old hobbyback into business. reading books. yes, you read it right. books. i do have a passion in reading novels, i just feel the story right away and its fun to imagine the things being portayed by the author. i started last week. i bought a book authored by funny writer janet evanovich, "one for the money", the first of the stephanie plum books, and to tell you, it was very interesting. having to describe steph plum as a woman who just got out of a bad marriage, lost her job, and no financial source. harsh. yah, but later on she became a bounty hunter. fetchy right. its so funny though some parts could be horrific i'd say. i had finished the book and i am now on my second novel, again written by janet evanovich collaborated with charlotte hughes, "full blast", and as far as i have read, it was such a treat. that's me, finding humor in books. a past time during my internship this summer. books still and are entertaining, even with modern technology, nothing is as slick and simple as a book with a cute cover. hehe. try reading. you'll be able to enhance your imagination.

Graduation

2008-04-08T05:10:00.000-07:00

huhu, sobs, what a dramatic night it was. we, the senior classes, marched through the enlightened red carpet with the spotlight on us as we have the solemn ceremony of "au revoir" high school. its graduation day. true, its sad, but there were mixed emotions. as the candidates for graduation were presented, awards were given, fortunate to get three haha, happiness filled each graduate's heart. every applause rendered to our fellow batchmates came truely from the heart. a very inspiring message was delivered by our guest speaker about how to stay focused despite of the ups and downs in our lives, as an individual striving to have a successful future, living and according to God. truely inspiring. taking the oath to the alma matter was one sad part. i've been in CSI since kindergarten. for twelve years that school became a daily routine, a family, a home. am sure to be dubbed as a "true bonafide student" of CSI. haha, well check my loyalty awards. hehe. we are alumni now. on the verge of a new life transition from an average teen to a mature young adult. graduation is all a student could ask for after all the hardwork, perseverance and strife. i could not be more happy than seeing my family so proud of me. but not to forget the best pals that also were close to the heart. we'll go on seperate ways, true, go on to different universities and colleges, but am sure that we'll always hold on to the promise of "best friends forever". congratulations fellow graduates. 'till then. xoxo.

Summertime

2008-03-26T04:23:00.000-07:00

whoa, looky-looky, its summertime! wow, the beat of summer heat is felt once again. although the sun's heat pierces through the skin, there are so many things to do to feel and enjoy the summer vacation. well, me and my bffs are planning to camp out or perhaps go on to a very wonderful beach and have some summer fun after graduation. and am so looking forward to that. it is most likely to be a farewell party and foremost a send off for college. whee! spells S-O M-U-C-H F-U-N for me. next week will be the much awaited graduation. on april 3rd we'll have our thanksgiving mass and on the 4th, the pledge to alma matter and much to be goodbye high school. busy for practices and for clearance signing althrough out this week. what a summer blast. that's for now. God bless everyone, have one rockin' summer! au revoir! :)

Holy Week

2008-03-20T04:52:00.000-07:00

another week to take time and forget worries, moments to see the great suffrage of our Savior. this week would be the holy week in which most of the Filipinos tend to relieve the truth of Jesus' sacrifice. much to that, families would be touring out of town praying in different churches known as "visita iglesia" and many other annual activities done by families in relation to the holy week. aside from taking time to pray, there would be lots of free time, eat much, sleep much. haha. need to pamper myself 'coz next week will be another busy week, there will be practices for the much awaited graduation and signing of clearance forms. haha. i'm spending my holy week at home going nowhere. here i am, gaining weight from so much eating and no way to sweat it out. urgh. gon' do some bible study and feel the essence of the holy week. i actually had some movie marathon yesterday. doing nothing, i sat down and watched 5 movies in a row, and fortunately my eyes didn't pop off. haha. there is still so much to do. who knows, maybe before the week ends, i have seen more movies, atleast 20?. haha. lol. that's my blurb for now, until my next update. Dieu benir! :)

Ten Things I'm Sure To Miss In High School

2008-03-16T04:28:00.000-07:00

1. first of all, the uniform, at least in high school, you care less on what you put on your back, college needs much style and trend.

2. subjects, much for physical ed., filipino and english literatures.

3. annual acquaintance or fellowship parties, the time to mingle with other students from different year levels.

4. the fairs and booths to enjoy.

5. school plays to watch and perchance be a part of.

6. groups activities, oh-em-gee, bonding time.

7. field trip, going to fantastic places then drop by to malls, haha.

8. promenade, formal nights of proper etiquette.

9. sportsfest which gives the athlete out of me. and;

10. the bffs whom made me smile and became a part of my life.

The Retreat

2008-03-07T05:47:00.000-08:00

it was just yesterday when i had packed my clothes for retreat camp. its been an overnight of drama and time to relive the memories of high school. when we came to word of life bible institute, our reatreat camp, we all were excited and cooky at the same time. we settled our baggages at the cabins, loitered around and see what's poppin' in wolbi. ofcourse, my cam was on the go. we took lots of pictures as much it'll be the last visit to wolbi. so there was the bible hours, the games, and the much awaited open forum. the night's forum was filled of emotions and made eyes cry. unknown to some, some of my batchmates have kept their feelings and perceptions to one another, and last night was the time they decided to confess and commit.. it is such a sight to see ourselves in front of a gorgeous bonfire openly talking as one big batch or perchance, a family. some did cry, some didn't. each of us took the oppurtunity to apologize, thank each other, and say how much we did appreciate and love our batchmates who were one of the greatest blessings God gave to us. though we have different personalities, views in life, we still continued to prove that we despite every obstacle, challenges we take, we stay strong because of the bonds of friendship that will only get better, and better. reflecting on these things was so memorable. spending time with high school buddies is a treasure to be kept in my heart. time is like a monster that eats up every thing that is left, and much as a month to go before departing from our alma matter, the fortress of the christian, educational institution and from our best pals, we will and shall make the most of it. there is so many things i owe to God, awesome friends, teachers, a very supportive family and a life very colorful. life couldn't get better livin' the christian way. the retreat was sure the cherry on top of my fantastic year as a senior. au revoir. :')

Much Of Goodbyes

2008-03-04T23:39:00.000-08:00

today was no ordinary day. the official last classes were done. so much drama was felt as the teachers sent their feelings out for us, graduating students, of thanks and gratitude in which we much did appreciate. for four years of being together, our teachers have just not been mentors of education but they had also been a good friend and much of a mother and father. leaving them would be sad. huhu. but for sure, in the meer future, our paths would cross again, maybe not in a classroom, but will be in a better setting. aja teachers! love you all much. we'll miss you. thanks for everything. God bless ya'll. peace. :)

Finals

2008-02-28T05:18:00.000-08:00

whoa, gettin' studious by the moment. its time for some higher level of seriousness. its finals. need to boost up my intellect for the exams. wow, can't believe it that in few weeks time, i'd be marching and gon'get my diploma. whoohoo! but so sad i'll seldomly see my best pals to hang out 'coz each of us will get down to adjust in college. God, for 12 years of my study in CSI since grade school, leaving the educational institution is hard. its where i've grown, been better, and learn much academically, socially and spiritually. i just sneaked out from reviewing. this is mah blog for now. got to study, review, read and bleed. haha. c'yah!!!

In Fairyland

2008-02-23T04:22:00.000-08:00

whoopee! another fulfilling week has passed. whew, not to mention being a part of a school play. yes my fellows, i had my acting debut. haha. the musical play was entitled "in fairyland". a children's play wherein i participated. hehe. it was such an experience to be a part of a wonderful, colorful production. by the way, my acting-debut character was a frog. yes, a frog. haha. well its kinda cute actually, i got the chance to dress up like kermit the frog from the muppets. haha. we showed for two days, yesterday and last february 21st. the story shows the wonders of God's creation and the must of taking care of them. the story revolves around two very naughty children, jack the wicked boy, and judy the impudent girl. they were taught of a lesson to care for animals and plants in fairyland. there they were disciplined by the wicked fairy who punished them by letting them experience the feeling of being handled the rough way. other characters who added flavor to the story were the wicked fairy, turtle, fairy king & queen, mother earth, the gardener, fairies and the flowers.it was sure tiring 'coz we have to perform two shows in a day but thanks to the applause and praises, it was worth it. that was really a fun experience, being a part of the colorful fairyland. peace. :)

An Unforgettable Promenade

2008-02-16T05:32:00.000-08:00

wow, just last night i had one of the most lovely and wonderful night in my high school life. the junior-senior promenade was held at our school. it started late as of what was planned, but it turned out fine. we started with the entourage of the juniors and seniors. we listen to remarks from the director and our principal whose word of wisdom are truly inspiring. though last night's prom was our second and the last, we manage to have fun even if its a tribute before goodbye. my promdate, by the way, was my bestfriend tey. well, i was stunned when i saw her. she came in a luscios violet gown. speaking of outfits, i wore a yellow long-sleeved polo paired with a bright orange neck-tie along a brown vest. haha. it was said that the theme would be retro-vintage. the prom was titled, "as time goes by". wow, really time is going by so fast. me and my friends danced the night away. we had so much fun, taking pictures, eating and dancing. one of the other highlights that night was the last will and testament and the class prophecy. it was well narrated by my good friend kayla. my prophecy was i would be an award-winning director/actor doing a movie with my bestfriend, niki, whose prophecy was to be a famous actress. haha. dreams. big. :) well, the batch song was the next most touching highlight of the evening. the song was breakaway. "i'll spread my wings, and i'll learn how to fly." fits us graduates. sad but true. we have to leave. i did manage not to cry but my batch was such a family. so many nice and wonderful people whom i owe the laughter and joy i did experience through the years. whew. mem'ries to treasure as part of my senior year. so much drama. what a awesome night. it is really unforgettable. hope to hear from ya. peace. :)

A Moment To See Myself

2008-02-11T04:45:00.000-08:00

its been a while of silence, haven't updated my accounts lately. i had loads of problems and to tell you all, its such a heavy burden. urgh. i always find myself crying 'coz its all i have left to do. have you ever been caught up in a situation wherein you need to choose between the lesser of two evils? in whichever you choose you'll just get hurt? have you? as the likes, for me it was the deal. being sent away from home for college and having a loadful of family feuds. sigh. guess its just starting then, a new chapter i need to venture, a challenge i need to fulfill, a question yet to be answered. but prayers as though would be my strongest weapon to battle it out through this complicated circumstance. life and its complexities, truely awesome, but still surprising. sobs. :')

Haggardness

2008-01-15T04:26:00.000-08:00

urgh, the start of the year didn't turn out that good. in actual, having much enjoyment during the holidays, i almost forgot my pending projects and lots of undone homeworks. hmp. its just too fetchy. anyways, some of these projects was a physics project, and to tell you its killin' me much, upcoming college apllications, gettin' down in chosing my very own college. though in an unfortunate circumsatnce, i wasn't able to pass the university of the phils exam. and God, i did cry. well its life, harsher and gettin' more harsh as time goes by. hmm. please pray for me. i need them badly. oh, lots to do. keepsafe everyone!!! God Bless!!!!

My New Year's Resolutions

2007-12-27T06:07:00.001-08:00

another wonderful year has ended, 2007 was sure filled with lots of laughter, joy, although some could be sad but it was all part of life. so goodbye '07 and hello '08, were new things would happen and lots more to expect. i can't even believe that i'd be graduating and enter college, whew, i hope i wouldn't be shock on what college has in store for me. haha, with this, i need to change some ways i usaully did before. listing up my resolutions, first stop, being tardy, uh, i can't help but have long sleeps. need to change that. maybe i should prepare lots of alarm clocks for me to wake up early? haha. lol. uhm, next, since there is more blood in my alchoholic system, i will stop drinking alcholic beverages, try not to smoke anymore, ahem! its bad, i know. practice stricter measures when it comes to savings and i'll try not to spend them on some fancy, unecessary items. haha. and foremost, have a more intimate relationship with God. can't believe i've been so naughty this year after all. haha. had lots of "wrong mistakes" (redundant, hehe) and need to straighten things up, make them right the way they should have been. bout you? what are your resolutions? hope to hear from you. peace.

Merry Christmas!!!

2007-12-24T05:16:00.000-08:00

wooh, the long wait is over. its christmas!! waah. the time for lots of spending and less recieving. giving much love and appreciation for the true reason for the season. tonight we would be having the traditional midnight feast known as "noche buena" in the Philippines. haha, can't wait to scavenged all the food that my momma prepared. well, i did helped in the preparation. tomorrow, we'd be heading to Lipa City to attend mass, we, with my family go there yearly. well this year is also my cute little nephew's first christmas. haha. bet he'll have lots of gifts from relatives and his godparents. haiz, am going to call up my friendsand also some relatives and greet them. christmas is more to gift giving, feasting or getting together, but christmas is a reminder of God's greatest gift since love, Jesus. so take a minute and pray. thank him for a bountiful year you had. maligayang pasko or merry christmas to all!!! Gb.

High School Life

2007-12-14T06:13:00.000-08:00

almost for years in high school, i have been with great people who has wonderful and vibrant personalities, my best friends. with all the laughter and joy we brought to each other, the bonds of friendship grew stronger than ever.

almost for years in high school, we kept on writing happy chapters in our life story. even during the ups or downs, we find giving each other a helping hand, a hand to tap your shoulder when alone, a hand that wipes the tears away, a hand who is willingly holding you when everything seems to be bad.

almost for years, nothing but true friendship in high school.

but as time runs out,

as our story is left with a few pages,

it is sad to know, that its almost time for the end, the end to start another book, upon entering the college life. :')

Ballet Philippines & Mall Of Asia

2007-12-07T22:43:00.002-08:00

yesterday was another day of touring and having fun has been over. some students of our school were sent to watch ballet philippines perform in the cultural center of the philippines and omg, its fantastic. they really moved full of gracefulness and creativity. wow. for almost two hours of entertainment, next stop was the sm mall of asia. our feet kept straddling as we get nearer to moa. when we arrived there, i first ate my lunch and off i go. i bought some food, items and stuff. i even bought a pair of shirt and shorts for my cute neph. haha. moa is too big to be toured in just three hours and having lots of money is a requirement. after shopping and taking a tour, homeward bound it is. before it striked four, we rode going back to laguna. well me and my classmates had fun. its just another blessed and fulfilling day. Gb. :)

Christmas Spirit

2007-12-07T22:43:00.001-08:00

bull-shark, in just few weeks time its christmas again, gosh, i still dont have money to buy gifts for my cute nieces and nephs. hihee, they'd be startin' to hunt me. haha. first and foremost at my to-do list is ofcourse to call mom to wish her a very happy christmas though she's in K.S.A. hard life, you cant be with your mom (a.k.a best-est friend ever) because of work , in special occasions like this. well life it is, happy as it looks but harsh as it feels. hmp. but then its to good that i'll be spending x-mas with my wonderful relatives. that's the wonder of close-family-ties. lucky to have one lovable family. next ofcourse is to get down to buy lots of gifts for my family, (wait, isn't enough as a gift that i've been good this year?!? lol.) friends, cousins and family friends. urgh, i wish a bundle of cash would fall from the sky for me to spend. but christmas is not all about gift-giving, it spells p-a-r-t-y! yes, rockin' parteys! be with friends rollin' in clubs. haha. so never let someone be alone, share love, give gifts, have fun-lots of it.....after all its the spirit of christmas.have a rockin' holiday! :)

Tips To Improve Personality:

2007-12-07T22:41:00.000-08:00

1. do one thing at a time, shoot for one goal at a time.
2. live in the present, live today.
3. forget the mistakes of yesterday, yesterday is gone forever.
4. don't let your emotions overcome, they will cause discouragement.
5. stop criticizing yourself & others.
6. yearn self-improvement.
7. hold on to your self-respect by appraising yourself honestly.
8. learn to listen to others. it helps remove bias from your point of view.
9. don't be timid in conversations. be interested.
10. if you have a goal, reach for it, if you fail, try again.
11. Exercise your imagination creatively to achieve success.
12. learn not to be affected by lies and intriugues.
13. learn to forgive.
14. have courage to satnd up when you're down.
15. don't give up try to be optimistic and full of energy.
P.S. and make sure to just be yourself all the way. :)