its been a while of silence, haven't updated my accounts lately. i had loads of problems and to tell you all, its such a heavy burden. urgh. i always find myself crying 'coz its all i have left to do. have you ever been caught up in a situation wherein you need to choose between the lesser of two evils? in whichever you choose you'll just get hurt? have you? as the likes, for me it was the deal. being sent away from home for college and having a loadful of family feuds. sigh. guess its just starting then, a new chapter i need to venture, a challenge i need to fulfill, a question yet to be answered. but prayers as though would be my strongest weapon to battle it out through this complicated circumstance. life and its complexities, truely awesome, but still surprising. sobs. :')